My husband

Mark wonders about my email address that I created and use only for this blog. He asked me if I was trying to meet men. Lol. Maybe I'm naive and dumb, but when I thought about being an anonymous, lonely mom, I only thought about how being a mom is a hard job, and often a lonely one. And as far as the anonymous part, I had originially wanted to blog anonymously. I still don't think he understands it - or me for that matter. But that's okay, we have a lifetime to understand one another. He's dying to have another baby and I've been avoiding him like the plauge! haha. I'm just not ready yet. I told him maybe this summer I'll think about it. I'd rather be pregnant through the winter anyway. My sweet mark...I miss him when he is gone and he's gone all the time. He works too much overtime to buy me things. Or so he says (I think he is just teasing me), but I don't feel like I really get to buy anything. I think he uses all of the money to pay off our mortgage in a couple of years ... instead of 15 or 30 we have a 5-year plan.

I wish I could post a picture of him, but he takes awful pictures because he's always making a face of sorts...or he closes his eyes to avoid the flash (so annoying). Well, actually, I found one that is semi-decent. I think I look awful, and it isn't focused, but here goes anyway.